Depression sucks alot. i know to well how it feels but i am sure you can get through this. there are alot of people who will be there for you when you need any support. just try to start up everything in your own pace and take your time and if you ever just need to vent my pm box is open and i will try to help out ^^ just know i believe you can get trough this ^^
TheReviewTrickster
Good luck. I hope you can pull through.